Microsoft has a drug out for sale and it’s called Xbox 360!
I haven't been able to play my 360, let alone any of my games much if at all the last two day's. I hate to say it, but I feel as if im in withdrawal. I have been playing whenever I could to get a certain person off of my mind that I am off limits to. She has the address to this blog, but chances are that she'll never read this. My Xbox 360 is some how helping me put my thoughts about things away for atleast during the time I'm trying to kill people in Ghost Recon Advanced Warfighter, or any of the other 11 360 games I own.
It wasn't that long ago ( actually three weeks ago) that I used to play Geometry Wars Retro Evolved like mad. I have since ceased this activity because my concentration has fallen off dramatically when ever I play. My mind seems to constantly drift off causing my game of Geo wars to end far to quickly now. What is wrong with me? I used to be able to put things aside like that. Now I have little or no control over what I think about.
My 360 is now my drug of choice to get my head from getting any more destroyed by things I can't help or change. This part of my mind that has awakened within the last month due to outside forces that I wish hadn't found me in the short term, so the thoughts I'm continuing to have would be gone. I thought it was gone forever when I graduated form HighSchool just over 6 years ago. If there are any guys out there who might happen upon this liitle old site please leave a comment of advice about what to do when your feelings are completely in diseray and there's nothing you can do about it, because the one thing you've ever been sure about is unubtainable? I understand the whole move own with my life crap, so please don't tell me that tired old line.
I know that who ever reads this could careless. I will hopely begin to start up Call of Duty 2 again today, because I haven't finished it yet due to a bug in the game that was eventually patched that caused my game save file to be erased whenever the 360 was turned off. The sad thing is I was 2/3 of the way through the game when this happened over 4 months ago. Maybe by the next time I post which is hopefully later tonight I'll have some how had a miracle and forgotten all about this women who can't seem to leave my head. I feel dirty even thinking about it because of a little fact that many of you could guess in a heart beat.